There are some thoughts after losing your baby that are absolutely devastating and break my heart over and over. One of the worst, for me, is I will never say his name to him ever again.
I talk about him daily, I say his name, I share his story. But I will never be able to talk to him again. Face to face, holding him, breathing his scent, touching his hair; I will never be able to again.
It's so hard to wrap your head around, the term: forever.
For the rest of my life, Corbin will be gone. I will always be an angel mom. Forever.
"I have died everyday
waiting for you.
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more."